It’s okay to dream of rest once and a while.
It doesn’t mean you’re lazy. It doesn’t mean you’re not “on your grind”. On the contrary, in order to be creatively inspired, your mind and body need to replenish itself every once a while. Personally, replenishing myself means shutting off all the noise. Disconnecting my phone, taking a walk, and allowing my mind to hear my own thoughts for a change.
If you give yourself time to listen to what your mind generates, you might be surprised at what you hear.